lemon's craps

2010-07-16T08:12:00.002+08:00

what the hell do you want me to do?

2010-04-17T11:05:00.001+08:00

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time… I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.

3. When people say “Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too”. Damn Right! What good is cake if you can’t eat it?

4. When people say “it’s always the last place you look”. Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you’ve found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?

5. When people say while watching a film, “did ya see that?” No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!

6. People who ask “Can I ask you a question?”… Didn’t give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is ‘new and improved’. Which is it? If it’s new, then there has never been anything before it. If it’s an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn’t be new.

8. When people say “life is short”. What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! What can you do thats longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks “Has the bus come yet?” If the bus came, would I be standing here???

2010-04-16T22:38:00.003+08:00

i hate kids.

especially those who can't grow up.

2010-02-16T13:58:00.001+08:00

Since i've got nothing to do, shall steal this thingy wc took also. xD

How Good Is Your Life

You’re taken and happy (taken to the woodbridge most likely)

You have at least one person you can trust fully (myself... just joking xD)

You have at least 10 good friends

You think your parents are pretty good to you (very, in fact.)

You’re friendly with everyone or mostly everyone at school (class counted? hahaha xD school too big)

Total so far: 4

You get good/decent grades (okay la, got some As and Bs)

You’re a quick learner (i learn gambling quick :D)

You mostly look forward to going to school (cause of 08s04)

Most of your friends go to your school (eh, i make lots of friends in my new school, so it’s counted?)

You don’t get in trouble a lot (i avoid it.)

Total so far: 8

You have your own room (yay!)

You get allowance (yay yay!)

You have your own computer (two in fact! yay yay yay!)

You have your own cell phone and/or phone line (yay yay yay yay!)

You have a wellpaying, good job that you like (student, part time job so not counted. heh.)

Total so far: 12

You have a lot of privacy (yeah, i locked myself in my room xD jk)

You get along with your siblings (if by getting along you mean not talking more than ten sentences per day and thereby decreasing the chance of quarrel, then yeah. we're the best friends ever :D)

You can talk to your parents about most things (90% of our conversation concerns money or food or money or food, so yeah, i talked to them about many things.)

You’re in love with someone and happy with it (someonessssssssssssss. everyonesssssssssssss.)

You’re content with the way you look (except for a few pimples here and there. lol.)

Total so far: 17

People compliment you often ("wah lao, why you so stupid?!" "i'll take that as a compliment.")

You believe in yourself (i believe i'm going crazy one of these days.)

You’re working on achieving your goals (worked finish liao, dunno got achieve not. hopefully.)

You’re happy most of the time (wheeeeeeeeeeee, must be because of my 'neighbours' influence :D)

You rarely ever cry (except when i'm pregnant.)

Total so far: 22

You have your own radio/CD player/iPod/MP3 Player/etc. (it's in my phone. but i don't think material happiness contribute much to overall happiness. okay... may be it does xD)

You don’t often find yourself wanting more things (humans are greedy, and it's my job to be a good human xD)

You don’t wish to be someone else (that'll be weird.)

You have a television in your room (i have televisions in all the rooms at my house except my parents' and the bathroom and the storeroom and the dining room cause no space. but i don't use mine though D:)

You have your own computer in your room (it's a laptop, though i use it mostly in the living room. so yeah, i have a computer in my toilet also la =.=)

Total so far: 26

You hangout/try to hangout with your friends often (but now holidays, everyone's working, so probably after it D:)

You get out and do things a lot (like? o.o)

You know how to have fun without going somewhere (study... ok la, not that but among other things :D)

You enjoy eating together with your family (cause i can get the most food xD)

You’ve been on at least one date before (sadded, but it's way too troublesome D:)

Total so far: 29

You’ve kissed someone other than family and friends (my teddy bears counted not?)

You’ve had at least 1 boyfriend/girlfriend

You have/had a relationship that lasted more than 2 months

You know how to make the best of it when you’re single

You’re content with your love life at its current state (or the lack of it :D)

Total so far: 30

You have a sibling you get along with really well (and how do we do that? not talking. haha, ok la, i go shopping with my brothers :D)

You get to see your favorite family members often

You don’t give in to peer pressure (sometimes i do, but other times, i'm too morbid. xD)

You could care less about the popular kids at school and what they say (my school muggers, popular where?)

You don’t judge and/or label people a lot (no i don't, at least not out loud. i'm laughing at you in my head :D)

Total so far: 34

You think your life is pretty good (contented.)

You’ve never tried to kill yourself (how to kill, scare of blood.)

You’ve never selfharmed (i scratched myself when mozzies bite me. D:)

You’ve never been clinically depressed (just clinically insane. xD xD xD xD xD)

You have most of the things that you think will make your life complete (as i say, contented, but could be a bit better :D)

Grand total: 38

Multiply your final number by 2, and that’s the percentage of how good your life is.

My life is 76% percent good. Not bad, haha. (:

2010-02-06T19:23:00.001+08:00

One step too far
All at once I'm falling

Just like a star

I'm burning for you

Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way

I guess that was my first mistake

Cause suddenly I'm walking'

Down a dark street to your door

Wanting you is driving' me insane

And now my feet are standing

Where they've never stood before

Guided by a twist of fate

If I lose myself with you tonight

Fall apart or hold on tight

Wrong or right

I won't be afraid

Cause ever if my heart should break

You'd be the best mistake I ever made

I'm in your room
Now there's no denying'

What's in your eyes

When I look at you

Two shadows talking' but they don't make a sound

Words have lost their meaning now

And the air has turned electric

Now I know the time is right

To put myself into your hands

And suddenly I'm shaking'

As your fingers touch my skin

I don't need to understand

And if tomorrow proves me wrong

I swear I don't belong

I know I'll carry on

So I will lose myself and bare my soul

Take this chance cause heaven knows

I'm so far gone, my choice is made

And even if my heart should break

When I lose myself with you tonight

Fall apart or hold on tight

Wrong or right

I'll always say

You're the best mistake I ever made

2010-01-27T18:31:00.001+08:00

stop this pain.

2010-01-19T18:06:00.001+08:00

woah. woah. woah.

2010-01-13T19:01:00.001+08:00

leggings are not pants.

2010-01-09T11:00:00.000+08:00

hah, wc said i haven't been updating much.

oh wells.

erm, so yesterday we went to bishan.

ate damn a lot of food (esp from the library)

after that, can't imagine i read more than half of the study in scarlet when wc and cq went for their dinner.

heh.

it was quite good (:

haha, hopefully can get the sign of four soon xD

alright, see wc's blog for more pics, along with those that we took in ikea with weeleng also.

oh yeah, guess who's the vp of RI?!

lol.

2009-12-27T20:59:00.000+08:00

can't wait for my movie trip and shopping trip (diff days.)

haha.

meeting up with the wc (not weiching but walking club, lol) tml. (:

we're getting a wc ring.

hope bo diamond or ruby or emerald or sapphire or topaz or aquamarine or jade or whatever that's ex cause i no $$$ D:

aq and yx, please choose sth cheap but looks like a trillion bucks (:

alright, revised shopping list:
- scarf (cover my neck so ppl don't see it. heh.)
- top (sth nice hopefully, checkered ba? since weiching always wants it, go taunt her xD)
- bottom (maybe cropped?)
- oversized tee (it'll be a very big tee since i'm very big lol D:)
- sunglasses (after watching "what's good for you" today, i think i need a pair of sunglasses)
- slippers (i keep slipping when walking on wet floors, need it xD)
- pair of sneakers (can borrow from my bro too la. good thing their feet size same as mine. god bless me with huge guy's legs xD)
- bag (sth sling or sth shoulder or better still, both 9:)

hopefully they will all be within my budget, but since my shopping trip consists of A|X, ck, dkny and things like that, maybe not D: blame my materialistic brothers. not my fault. :9

shall try my purple wheat noodles and baby carrots and all types of mushrooms (ok, only 3 types) tml if mum never cooks. bleagh. i sound like a health conscious freak, but actually, i really like these things D: heng ah.

can't wait for tml. (:

2009-12-09T19:09:00.000+08:00

prom was fun.

post-prom was funner!

haha.

seeing xinru half-drunk was a refreshing experience.

anyway, sorry to anqi whom i kicked quite a lot of time D:

alright.

bye-o.

2009-12-06T20:09:00.001+08:00

can't wait for tomorrow's night to be over.

2009-12-01T11:28:00.001+08:00

finally everything's over. (:

2009-11-29T19:25:00.002+08:00

lacking the courage to do what i want.

2009-11-21T18:54:00.001+08:00

shopping list:
- A|X bag (i wonder if it's still there.)
- topshop poncho (it's gonna be hot-ta hot hot hot-ta, maybe i shouldn't have it.)
- something from burberry. (hopefully, provided i tio toto or 4d, which is impossible la.)
- long sleeve from A|X (obssessed with them for some reason.)
- tux blazer
- blazer
- lace up boots of at least 8-10cm (they're damn cool manz, help boost my height, if i can walk in them.)
- boyfriend jeans
- cropped jeans
- checkered shirt (whipee.)
- flats (for my flat feet, haha.)
- cross body bag (with the super cool lock which is impossible to find.)
- coloured tights (or maybe not, bleagh.)
- vest (guess so?)
- something studded (not those man studs, retards.)
- something sequin (hopefully not.)

dilemma: should i cut my hair super short (think agyness deyn) or should i leave it long to rot?

gonna get real real skinny like those anorexics. or not.

can't wait for A's to be over.

hang on baby.

2009-11-21T09:43:00.001+08:00

well, at least the bulk of it is over.

2009-11-18T20:30:00.002+08:00

it doesn't matter how much you made, what matters is whether you've made a difference or not.

2009-11-15T16:47:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry.

2009-10-25T17:32:00.001+08:00

off for now.

2009-10-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

time to save up.

time to shut up.

time to do work.

time to practice.

time to cry.

time to laugh.

time to feel blessed.

2009-10-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

lots of pictures took.

jealousy.

long talk where i stared at her throughout.

embarrassing friends... or ex-friends.

laughters.

timed practice where i got a headache.

timed practice where he told me my headache was over.

funny.

presentation of a present in his presence presently.

take it and we'll score.

last gamble where the sun decided to peek in.

2 of hearts wasn't present.

the game continued.

until we found her.

vulgarities resumed.

fish and chicken which killed my throat.

lots of secret (not anymore now) unveiled.

ice-cream.

even more unveiled.

lack of oxygen from the unlack of laughing.

eyes shut, i went home.

2009-10-04T10:02:00.001+08:00

Little Boots - Mathematics (nice song.)

Mathematics is a difficult thing
I never understood what was the missing link
And by the time I calculated the correct solution
The question had escaped me and so did the conclusion

So tell me everything must always equal two
Or nothing else is true
And I'll believe you
Cos your X is equal to my Y
But equations pass me by

So will you take just a little of my mind and subtract it from my soul
Add a fraction of your half and you'll see it makes me whole
Multiply it by the times that we've never been apart
You'll see nothing can divide just a heart plus a heart

A little of my mind
Take it from my soul
A fraction of your half
See it makes me whole
And multiply the times
Never be apart
Cos nothing can divide a heart plus a heart

Don't know my Fibonacci or Pythagoras
But the only formula I know will work for us is that
When we're together in the sum of our parts
It's far greater than what we added up to at the start

So tell me everything must always equal two
Or nothing else is true
And I'll believe you
Cos your X is equal to my Y
But equations pass me by

So will you take just a little of my mind and subtract it from my soul
Add a fraction of your half and you'll see it makes me whole
Multiply it by the times that we've never been apart
You'll see nothing can divide just a heart plus a heart

A little of my mind
Take it from my soul
A fraction of your half
See it makes me whole
And multiply the times
Never be apart
Cos nothing can divide a heart plus a heart

A heart plus a heart

Take just a little of my mind and subtract it from my soul
Add a fraction of your half and you'll see it makes me whole
Multiply it by the times that we've never been apart
You'll see nothing can divide just a heart plus a heart

A little of my mind
Take it from my soul
A fraction of your half
See it makes me whole
And multiply the times
Never be apart
Cos nothing can divide a heart plus a heart

2009-10-04T09:47:00.001+08:00

another sleepless night.

probably because i slept 4-5 hours in the afternoon.

finally slept at 3 plus in the morning.

oh well.

life goes on.

2009-09-29T18:10:00.002+08:00

i may be slipping into depression because nothing seems to make me happy anymore.

going home everyday is quite a dread because i don't know whether i will be able to sleep properly at night.

what should i do?

2009-09-29T18:01:00.000+08:00

i'm not sure what i'm so anxious about.

care to enlighten me?

2009-09-20T14:15:00.000+08:00

wishlist:
- wool check poncho from topshop!!!
- vest from A|X!!!
- long boyfriend cardigan from river island!!!
- aunt and mum to tio toto or 4D so i can buy all the above!!!

2009-09-13T10:04:00.000+08:00

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

ok loh.

2. A big poof dress or a short party dress?
none.

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
stare and dread having to read such a long letter.

4. Group dates or single dates?
red dates are nice to eat.

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
haha, i will recommend them to a shrink. split-personality. D:

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
like wc says, money is. (:

7. Is your hair up or down today?
short.

8. Do you straighten your hair?
no. some people says it's very straight already o:

9. Favorite mascara:
none. you buy for me?

10. Do you get your nails done?
nope. you pay?

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
money. ez-link. money. cards. more money. and my amulet. (:

13. Jeans or sweats?
sweat-jeans? o.O

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
nope. i only buy comfortable ones.

15. Do you text message a lot?
compared to xinru, no by a lot.

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
depends on the situation.

17. What’s your favorite color?
black.

18. Heels or flats?
lace-up shoe boots. (((: studded flats are not bad too. can injure ppl. (:

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
dunno. titanic?

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
siao ah. i won't even make up la.

21. Walmart or Target?
target walmart!

22. Do you wear collared shirts?
yeah. my 2/4 class tee and my school uni.

23. Do you like preppy boys?
i like their clothes.

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best?
lip balm better la.

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
no sunglasses.

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
around 1 hour or more ba. D:

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
wear for nothing? waste money. wear when injured, yeah, have to what.

28. Do you like skater boys?
i can't skate. ):

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
yeah. my intelligence. hope i can be smarter.

30. Gold or silver?
both. but the price of gold now is freaking high. so yeah. still both.

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
ok lo. but don't like to take care of them. they die too fast.

32. Do you like surfer boys?
singapore how to surf.

3. Do you dress up for the holidays?
for what? o.O

34. Do you like to wear dresses?
no dress.

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
dunno. but they quite typical what.

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
eh, my brother and father?

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
no way!

38. Do you like to hold hands?
with who? o.O strangers? nooooooo. D:

39. What is the youngest you would date?
dunno. 5 years younger than me?

40. What is the oldest you would date?
dunno. mummy also can. O: if they still live la.

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
where i am. (my surrounding.)

42. Is it hot when guys sweat?
of course, or else why would they sweat?

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
dunno. characters must be good ba.

44. Do you like making eye contact?
with who?

46. Would you kill for chocolate?
no. will go jail. ):

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
sorry. don't have so much time.

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
10, if i have the $$$.

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
nope. can watch on veoh or youtube i guess.

50. Do you yell a lot?
yell for what?

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
nope. unless it's a costume party.

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
no. too bo liao. (:

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
haha. no. but i know some econs, maths, science pick up lines. want listen? xD

54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
none. none. none. unless you buy for me.

55. Do you fall in love easily?
nope. i'm heartless. (think bridge.)

56. Do you have cramps?
yeah. normally on the first day. D:

57. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever? (:
of course. i'm lucky. (:

2009-09-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

was having this conversation with vernon.
why people want to work so hard for so much money so that they can lead a materialistic lifestyle and what will happen after they reach a point when money doesnt matter.
and i realised i'm going to be one of those people he mentioned (if i become rich.)
but i guess if money doesnt matter at that stage, other things, more important than money, will start to matter.
like she said,"we can only focus on arts if our stomachs are filled."
how true.

2009-09-03T18:20:00.001+08:00

You Are a Confident Purple Car

You're definitely an unusual person. Some people may even call you "weird" or "freaky."

Luckily for you, you don't care what others think. If anything, you enjoy it when people think you're strange!

You are offbeat and eccentric. You see the world a little differently than everyone else does.

You are seen as mysterious. People are very curious about you... whether they know you well already or not.

The Car Oracle

2009-09-03T18:17:00.001+08:00

You Hike Through Life

Your journey through life is challenging, exhilarating, and at times difficult.

You are curious about the world, and you're willing to go off the beaten path to satisfy your thirst for knowledge.

Your mind is always alert and churning something over. You enjoy solving problems, and adversity makes you feel alive.

You are both independent and skeptical. You often need to see something with your own eyes before you'll believe it.

How Do You Travel Through Life?

2009-09-03T18:11:00.001+08:00

You Are "Hey"

You are a bit of a wallflower. You're not a big fan of small talk and pointless conversation.

You tend to be more of a listener than a talker. You especially hate talking to strangers.

You are independent and very creative. You are good at expressing your thoughts, even if you keep most of them private.

Some people may see you as standoffish, but you're really a friendly person. It just takes you a while to warm up.

What Greeting Are You?

2009-09-01T17:34:00.002+08:00

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,

How I wonder what you are!

Up above the world so high,

Like a diamond in the sky!

When the blazing sun is gone,

When he nothing shines upon,

Then you show your little light,

Twinkle, twinkle, all the night.

Then the traveller in the dark,

Thanks you for your tiny spark,

He could not see which way to go,

If you did not twinkle so.

In the dark blue sky you keep,

And often through my curtains peep,

For you never shut your eye,

Till the sun is in the sky.

As your bright and tiny spark,

Lights the traveller in the dark,—

Though I know not what you are,

Twinkle, twinkle, little star.

2009-09-01T00:02:00.001+08:00

just witnessed a case of what's close to first degree price discrimination.

2009-08-23T21:17:00.001+08:00

finding it back.

2009-08-12T19:53:00.000+08:00

shopping list for end of year (hopefully in a happy mood after my A's)

- lots of funny/retarded t-shirts. (esp soft cotton ones xD)
- maybe one or two jeans (should i get acid wash one? or alkaline? haha, so lame.)
- cardigan?
- bag. bag. bag. (most prob the A|X one that i like.)
- sweater?
- vest? (don't know if i should buy not. :/)
- blazer. hahah. to look casual/professional/cool. (do the weiching's retarded cool look.)
- buy something super cool and super lovely. which i currently still don't know what it is yet.

2009-08-12T09:28:00.000+08:00

hi there.

feeling real rotten yesterday and (a bit) today.

hopefully didn't miss much of the lessons.

which is impossible considering that tuesday and wednesday are the busy days.

gosh.

so much things to catch up.

even though on monday night, pudge and i agreed that we're burnt out.

the next day, God gave me a reason to rest.

blah. quite a bad reason.

since i've puked out everything but my stomach yesterday.

and diarrhoea until i lost count of it.

reading even becomes a problem for me.

and i have problem holding my mug properly.

blah.

but in this state, can't possibly do anything productive.

except i can still complain about my state of health.

haiz.

everyday, i don't wanna go to school.

but when i'm finally sick, i feel that i really need to go to school.

only for the fact that i'll miss my lessons.

guess that's how singapore brought us up.

study. study. study.

or you'll have no future.

2009-08-12T08:51:00.001+08:00

emptied my stomach the whole of yesterday.

2009-08-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

fuck you.

fuck you very much.

2009-08-08T11:03:00.000+08:00

enjoyed a session of swensens and laughters with the ting tongs yesterday.

2009-08-06T06:28:00.001+08:00

Your Defense Mechanism is Humor

When life gets you down, you just have to laugh. And that's a very healthy reaction.

It's not that you don't take your problems seriously. You do. You just don't let them control you.

You are able to make the best of things, even when things look very, very bleak.

Some people may consider your sense of humor to be dark, but it has served you well!

What's Your Defense Mechanism?

2009-08-06T06:26:00.001+08:00

You Are Taco Salad

You are brutally honest and totally real. You can't be bothered to be fake for a second.

You are a total riot. You have a wicked sense of humor, and you crack people up.

You often shock people with your antics. You have a very spicy personality.

You are energetic and intense. You live every moment to its fullest.

What Kind of Salad Are You?

2009-08-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

when was the first time you thank your mother for doing everything she's not obliged to do so?

2009-07-30T21:03:00.001+08:00

You Have the Fears of a Teenager

You are still finding your footing in the world, and a lot fear stems from your own insecurity.

You feel ready to be more independent and successful, but you're worried if you can really do it.

You fear failure, and you also fear humiliating yourself. The less confident you are, the more afraid you are.

Over time you are learning that everyone is afraid... you just have to act as if you're not!

Do You Have the Fears of a Child or an Adult?

2009-07-30T21:02:00.002+08:00

You Paint the World with Calming Colors

You are a true friend. You are very dependable.

Your friends can always count on you to be competent. You are good at anything you do.

You are a truly successful person ... though sometimes it's hard for you to appreciate your success.

You are quite cautious and conservative. You like to weigh risks carefully.

How Do You Paint the World?

2009-07-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

hi there.

gosh.

the homework's piling up like crap.

physics: consistent homework pile, so i'm fine with it.

maths: SUDDEN influx of homework.

econs: regards writing essay like writing one sentence.

chem: constantly giving homework. so i'm fine with it too.

may i survive the year.

2009-07-25T23:30:00.001+08:00

You Are Bermuda Shorts

You are sophisticated and classy. You always dress, speak, and act appropriately.

You have a natural sense of style, and you always look good.

You are a thoughtful, careful person. You always try to think before you act.

You are very modest and humble. You may have a high opinion of yourself, but you don't let it show.

What Kind of Shorts Are You?

2009-07-21T19:58:00.002+08:00

hope miss phua will accept my papers tomorrow.

never ever been so forgetful before.

2009-07-18T18:16:00.001+08:00

i'm going to be mad one day.

2009-07-16T19:55:00.005+08:00

Weiching's friends' chem papers.
Enjoy:

Chemistry is getting so difficult nowadays. D:

I'm wayyyy cooler. XD

Haber-born cycle for steam. It's an educated guess. (:

C for Chemistry!!!

I didn't hoh.

I love you! Don't die!!! X(

Let's do the robo-robo. <3

On a side note, he got EU SUCC (you suck) for his grades.

Guess life hates him. D:

Alright.

That's all for today.

Bye.

2009-07-16T06:24:00.002+08:00

You Are an Ice Cream Sandwich

You are well grounded, reliable, and very balanced.

You love to work hard, but you also know how to take it easy.

People might be surprised to know you have a very goofy side to you.

You like to let loose and have fun. You just don't let yourself go too crazy!

What Frozen Treat Are You?

You Are a Popsicle

You are colorful, creative, and expressive.

You are often in your own little world, having the time of your life.

People might be surprised to know that you're actually a bit of a perfectionist.

You like things to be neat and orderly. You can deal with chaos, as long as it's controlled chaos.

What Frozen Treat Are You?

2009-07-15T20:44:00.001+08:00

funny how things turn out.

went compass today with the retard.

who wore a retarded cap that attracted so many people's attention.

wth.

some retarded cap that attracted the attention of the twits in front of us.

gp and econs to go.

gogogogogogo.

alright.

off to sleep.

bye.

2009-07-13T18:41:00.003+08:00

just realise it today.
something you should do if someone fail anything.
stay away from him/her if all you can say is "huh?! you fail ah?!"
it's not very encouraging.
it's just plain rubbing salt into the wounds.
well, the person may not say it.
but let's just be more sensitive and either console him/her or say nothing at all.
it's shock for you.
but for the person, it's definitely a greater shock.
and most importantly, it's isn't your grade.

2009-07-13T17:14:00.001+08:00

burning feet and mercedes cab.

12.5% chances of passing.

and chia hong is like in the 12.5% already.

maybe i should do some conditional prob to calculate my chances.

gosh.

please. please. please.

i really really want to pass it.

just a pass and i'm glad.

please.

2009-07-12T09:36:00.002+08:00

throwing away everything and starting anew.

2009-07-06T20:37:00.003+08:00

hello.

hah, xr's birthday is coming soon.

to xr: eh, give some hint leh. what you want for your birthday?

p.s. you can just put a secret tag on my tagboard.

although i don't know how secret it'll be.

to wc: want go shopping again? this time we try vivo and central also can. (though i'll get lost there.) xD

pencil case and bag, where are you???

maybe i should just go back and buy the ck or AX pencil case.

and just maybe my mum will chop off my head, since they're $60++ each.

and the problem is they're actually cosmetic cases.

haha, but i need a BIG pencil case, too much pencils (i've got around 10 of them although i don't use them.)

and one or two pens which work.

the un-typical pencil case.

i could probably draw 8912576925816 mona lisa with that amount of pencils. (if i know how to draw la.)

hmm.

or maybe i should just buy back my $1.50 pvc pencil case.

but the problem is they spoiled too fast.

it's just the start of the year when i used it and they're falling apart already.

falling apart... falling apart... (is this some lyrics of some songs???)

my brother's chanting chemistry now.

blah blah all hail H2O... blah blah Group I reducing agent Group VII oxidising agent... blah blah...

alright.

school's starting tomorrow and i wasted the day away.

well, at least i felt relaxed now.

prediction: i'll be stressed and tensed next day. taking back papers. mr tek is just too efficient.

this is probably the longest post.

cause it's freaking random.

haha.

and with sentences that's like not sentences and that's like 4 words long.

actually they're not sentences.

the shortest English sentence is: I am.

cool right?

alright.

time to sleep soon.

back to the sleep-at-9pm days.

good night.

2009-07-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

after a few days of rest, it's back to the war-zone again.

bless me.

back to school.

back to the test papers.

back to shock/happy?/hopefully not tears/envy/crazy studying.

the weather was seriously cold today.

off to snuggle into my blanket.

good night world.

notice how people likes to say this.

2009-06-28T20:52:00.002+08:00

This is it.
God bless me.

2009-06-26T11:17:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rP-KFnYg6Hw&feature=related

2009-06-26T10:52:00.000+08:00

Rest In Peace.

2009-06-21T15:48:00.002+08:00

Taylor Swift - The Best Day

I'm five years old and it's getting cold, I've got my big coat on
I hear your laugh and look up smiling at you, I run and run
Past the pumpkin patch and the tractor rides, look now, the sky is gold
I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you're not scared of anything at all
Don't know if Snow White's house is near or far away
But I know I had the best day with you today

I'm thirteen now and don't know how my friends could be so mean
I come home crying and you hold me tight and grab the keys
And we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away
And we talk and window shop 'til I forget their names

I don't know who I'm gonna talk to now at school
But I know I'm laughing on the car ride home with you
Don't know how long it's gonna take to feel ok
But I know I had the best day with you today

I have an excellent father, his strength is makking me stronger
God smiles on my little brother, inside and out, he's better than I am
I grew up in a pretty house and i had space to run
And I had the best days with you

There is a video i found from back when i was three
You set up a paint set in the kitchen and you're talking to me
It's the age of princesses and pirate ships and the seven dwarfs
Daddy's smart and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world

Now i know why all the trees change in the fall
I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
And I love you for giving me your eyes
Staying back and watching me shine and I didn't know if you knew
So I'm taking this chance to say that i had the best day with you today

2009-06-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIA WOON!!!

2009-06-18T14:52:00.002+08:00

hello.

wc is just back.

with flu and sore throat.

omg, symptoms of swine flu.

let's hope it's just a common cold.

-prays-

complex numbering now.

and perspiring like don't know what.

argh.

have to finish at least half of it and get chem done by today.

rush. rush. rush.

bye.

2009-06-18T11:44:00.000+08:00

You Are Nachos

You are outgoing and generous. You love to share you life with other people.

You are carefree and light-hearted. You try to always make the best of things.

While you enjoy being with other people, you also value your alone time.

You like to reflect, think, and pick things apart. You like to study everything carefully.

What Mexican Food Are You?

2009-06-16T22:19:00.004+08:00

hello.

random things walking through my mind:

1) wc likes maxi dresses (esp from zara) or any other thing that can be swept upon the floor and joy to those particles and microorganisms which would fly high into the air...

2) bag... bag... bag... give me my bag.

3) ankle boots look nice. but looks are deceiving in the way they kill. nevertheless, i won't mind a try.

4) sampling theory. sampling food. which one would you choose?

5) baby cousin's going to be one month old soon. when was the last time that i was one month old?

6) father's day. father's day. the best day. await the song.

7) but i dont have a back yard, you see.

2009-06-13T12:23:00.003+08:00

hello there.

tired tired tired.

got a bruise on my leg that's 3cm in diameter.

ouch-ee.

this week has been stress and more stress.

please let me make it.

argh.

in confusion now.

what should i do?

forget it.

2009-06-12T20:45:00.001+08:00

aren't we meant to be together?

2009-06-11T20:12:00.003+08:00

hello there.

borrowed a nice book today.

do you know...

after a three week holiday, an average person's IQ will drop by around 20%.

guess what everybody? -drum rolls-

common test is after our FOUR WEEK holiday!!!

-prays-

alright.

bye.

2009-06-10T21:29:00.001+08:00

bored.

bored.

almost like a struggle.

every flipping page.

every freaking question.

off i go.

2009-06-09T21:11:00.004+08:00

hello.

went cc with wc today.

cc's pan-fried pasta is love.

anyway, went gelare after that and realised it's their last day at hougang mall.

sadded.

but the ice-cream was nice.

first and last time there.

WEICHING: ME AND LING PHOTOS TO COMMEMORATE LAST DAY OF GELARE! WE ARE SUCH GOOD MODELS! *catcalls* *whistles*

still can't stand wc's bling phone.

wonder why i ever make it for her.

but the back of it will be nicer if the flash and speaker arent there.

should tell her to take it into consideration when buying her next phone.

anyway, xinru strongly objected to me bling-ing her phone.

oh wells.

will steal it one day and bling it or sth.

hahah.

this is probably the longest post i can ever write.

torture torture.

alright.

bye.

2009-06-09T09:36:00.001+08:00

Your Gift is Intellect

You are a big thinker, and you're always playing with new ideas.

You are curious about the world. You enjoy learning and developing new theories.

You enjoy researching, analyzing, and solving problems. Thinking hard feels good!

You're the type of person who finds most mental tasks to be easy. You love to stretch your brain.

What's Your Gift?

2009-06-08T20:35:00.003+08:00

hello there.

ate ice cream with rum today

argh.

disgusting.

and went home to find 12 bottles of martell vsop lying on the table.

did i mention they're older than me?

oh wells.

maybe one day i'll learn to drink it.

NOT.

alright.

bye.

2009-06-06T11:05:00.001+08:00

You Are Wise

You are a protector and teacher. You help people deal with their struggles.

Right now, you are seeking peace and tranquility in your life.

You are drawn to people who are innocent and pure of heart.

You feel like there is nothing in your life that needs to be changed.

You find that any decision you have to make needs to be slept on... often for multiple nights.

The Jungle Test

2009-06-03T18:42:00.000+08:00

You Are Like a Cat

You are independent and a bit stubborn. You are content to do your own thing.

You are curious about the world but still an individual. You prefer to be a solo explorer.

You enjoy your alone time, but you also like some quiet company from time to time.

You crave companionship, even if it means just spending time in the same room together.

What Pet Are You Like?

2009-06-01T08:38:00.000+08:00

sniff sniff.

2009-05-26T18:17:00.000+08:00

You Are A Train

You are a true romantic. You have big dreams about how life should be.

You take life at a slow and steady pace. You try to appreciate every moment you have.

You are a very visual person. You are always on the lookout for beauty and inspiration.

You are able to relax and let go more than most people.

What Type of Transportation Are You?

choo choo, chagga chagga, choo choo!

2009-05-24T20:38:00.002+08:00

finally finished watching it.

the ending was lovely.

2009-05-20T06:50:00.000+08:00

You Are Blue

You are a philosophical and often inspired person. You are the master of ideas.

You are open to many points of view. You believe that it's important to communicate and not judge.

You have a worldly perspective, and you're always looking to broaden it.

You are a true people person, but you also value your solitude and personal space.

What Primary Color Are You?

2009-05-19T06:06:00.001+08:00

You Are Conditioner

You are naturally nurturing and calming. You smooth things over.

You can have a neutralizing effect. You can deal with chaos well.

You are encouraging and supportive. You have a gentle touch.

You are generous and bighearted. You have a lot to give.

What Bathroom Product Are You?

hahahaha, i have a gentle touch. xD

2009-05-17T10:01:00.001+08:00

You Are Observant in Life

You are serious and stable. You are a bit of a perfectionist, and you like structure.

You are the happiest when you are planning and dreaming. You like to live in the future.

You are sensitive and considerate. You are always putting other people's needs before your own.

You have found what you want in life and are quite content. You know a lot about yourself.

The Stripping Down Test

2009-05-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

pretty darn lovely.

2009-05-15T20:29:00.002+08:00

hello.

tml's college day.

gah.

waking up at 9am just to view some people.

and lhl isnt there!!!

i want to take picture with him one leh!!!

alright.

maybe miracles will happen.

-do the twit pose-

-undo the twit pose-

2009-05-15T20:28:00.001+08:00

You Are Bitter

You aren't bitter at the world, even though you have a strong personality.

Instead, you are sophisticated and cultured. You appreciate acquired tastes.

You are very powerful. You have the ability to change a room's energy.

While some may find you disagreeable, your points of view are intelligent and interesting.

What Taste Are You?

2009-05-10T22:41:00.003+08:00

hi there.

was just commenting on joshua's blog how he seems to like oldies movies more.

though technology should make a movie "nicer"

of course, nice is relative to everyone.

it's like a dung beetle loves shit, but we don't.

sth like that. (guess this is the best analogy i can come up with with my shitty brain.)

just like how we prefer older songs.

or at least, i do.

i guess it just has more meanings.

though i don't know how one would count meaning.

if it's possible to count.

i seriouly don't know what prompt me to buy it.

(see below.)

but don't think i'll regret buying it. (:

2009-05-08T21:04:00.002+08:00

hi there.

i must say the maths paper test on thursday was pretty easy.

NOT.

it's in fact damn violent.

out to kill us all it is.

oh wells.

let's wait for the results.

maybe i will get full marks!!!

2009-05-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

You Are a Lover

You think that there's no use in fighting, even if you know you're right.

No one wants to hear that they're wrong, so you try your best to compromise.

You have love in your heart for almost everyone. You focus on what you do have in common with people.

Life is so much nicer when everyone gets along. For you, that harmony is the most important thing.

Are You a Lover or a Fighter?

what if i love to fight? O:

2009-05-08T20:57:00.001+08:00

You Need Success to Be Happy

You are a responsible and serious person. You like to do things well.

Reaching your goals is very important to you, and you don't like getting sidetracked.

You feel great when you are mastering new tasks and solving problems. You believe in hard work.

Nothing makes you feel worse than feeling like you are doing a back job.

What Do You Need to Be Happy?

2009-05-07T19:06:00.000+08:00

You Are the Bedroom

You are an indulgent person. You enjoy rest, relaxation, and pampering.

You know how to find peace in a crazy life. You are good at unplugging.

You tend to be very private. You don't let just anyone in.

You are also a romantic. When you have someone, you tend to be very couple oriented.

What Room of the House Are You?

2009-05-07T18:57:00.000+08:00

You Are a Banana Smoothie

You are friendly and popular without even trying to be. People just like you.

You are easy to be around and never offend everyone. You're quite mild.

You have a warm demeanor, and many people find you to be inviting.

You are sympathetic and kind. You have a soft spot in your heart for everyone.

What Flavor Smoothie Are You?

put me in your ear!

2009-04-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

You Believe that Love is Admiration

When you think of love, you think of being with the person you cherish the most.

In love, you see things how they could be. You are wrapped up in your own dreams.

If you are in love, you want the whole world to know it. You don't hold back with letting people know.

You are patient in love. You are willing to wait for the right person and the right time.

The Rose Test

2009-04-30T20:00:00.001+08:00

Your Birthday's Wisdom is Individuality

Life has required you to go your own way and do your own thing.

You've been taught to rely on yourself. You don't feel comfortable relying on others.

You are highly motivated and aggressive. You have no problem getting things done and getting what you want.

You feel like you have to look out for yourself, because no one else is.

What's Your Birthday's Wisdom?

i realise that matthew's birth date suits me more. LOL.

2009-04-26T18:13:00.001+08:00

You Are Vitamin A

You see the world vividly. You are a very visual person, and you pay special attention to colors.

And while you appreciate a sunny, beautiful day - you also like the subtle visuals of night.

You are youthful both in appearance and spirit. You are likely healthier than average.

You shine brightly and are best in small doses. Too much of your company can be overwhelming and even dangerous.

What Vitamin Are You?

yeah, i may get violent and kill you. xD

2009-04-25T18:59:00.007+08:00

it's funny how people's dreams change with time.

at 8, i wanted to everything that's great. fashion designer, doctor (which has to be canceled when i found out i'm haemophobic), some-wonderful-and-marvelous-job-that-doesn't-require-me-to-work-but-will-make-me-richer-than-bill gates (i guess that's just a slothful and wishful thinking but a kid can hope) and a teacher/university lecturer (guess that's the only normal one.)

at 18, i just want a simple (but well-led) life. just let me be a teacher/university lecturer. OR MAYBE the wonderful-and-marvelous-job-that-doesn't-require-me-to-work-but-will-make-me-richer-than-bill gates. -prays-

wonder what i'll be thinking ten years down the road.

hopefully, i won't regret my choice.

on a lighter note, things i want to do after my A Level:

learn to drive. my dad's practically sending me there to drive. i don't know why he's so kia-su. secretly, i think he's got my car picked out or something.
get back to arts. seriously. i don't care if it's sketching, painting, sewing or ceramics (which will be quite expensive, where will i get the clay and kiln?). it can be doodling for all i care.
earn some money and experience, maybe as a tuition/relief teacher.
hopefully, with the money comes the ability to go shopping and BUY things.
hang out with friends. goody.

i guess there'll be more on the list along the (tough and painful but hopefully not) way.

alright.

good bye.

2009-04-24T20:43:00.000+08:00

You Are a Donut

You are whimsical, creative, and expressive. You love anything cute and colorful.

You believe in living for today. You enjoy yourself and don't hold back.

You are driven by your inspiration. You never know where each day will lead you.

You are a unique, offbeat character. People find your unpredictable ways charming.

What Kind of Fast Food Are You?

2009-04-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

You Are a Snow Leopard

You have learned that you must rely on yourself, and yourself alone, to live a happy life.

You are understand the world better than most people you know. You are very perceptive and intuitive.

You need lots of space to think. If you don't get the space you need, you're likely to bite someone's head off.

Because you are so thoughtful and solitary, people find you to be intense and mysterious. You're even seen as intimidating.

What Big Cat Are You?

You Are a Jaguar

You have a knack for reforming, balancing, and even healing people.

You see the good in everyone, and you help bad people learn to be better.

Even though you connect to people, you can't help but feel separate from everyone else.

You often feel like you are on the outside looking in, even with your closest family members and friends.

What Big Cat Are You?

2009-04-08T15:13:00.000+08:00

Your Body is 9 Years Old

Your body is younger than it should be. Congratulations!

You're taking good care of yourself, and it's definitely paying off.

Whether it's by accident or by choice, you're living a very healthy lifestyle.

Keep it up, and you're likely to live a long, vibrant life.

How Old Is Your Body?

2009-04-08T15:11:00.000+08:00

You Are Ceramics

You are open to the world and it's possibilities. You are able to start something without knowing how it will end.

You trust your intuition above everything else. Going with your gut often works out.

You believe that every day objects can and should be art.

The best art allows ordinary life to be more stylish and beautiful.

What Type of Art Are You?

this reminds me that i haven touch clay for quite a long time. :/

2009-04-06T20:28:00.002+08:00

lightning, "be dazzled and fear."

thunder, "her voice is drowning in my screams."

meaningless cheerings in less than 12 seconds.

the long run aggregate supply curve couldn't cure my disgust for you.

how ridiculous.

i demand more than twenty times of loving.

you supply but you hoard.

(it's funny how economics terms can be used in love.)

life can be in disequilibrium but will always balance.

like the balance of payments.

4 macroeconomics aims:
economic growth (we need to grow.)
low unemployment (we need to be productive.)
stable price (we need to value ourselves more.)
healthy balance of payment (we need to balance our life.)

(and it's funny how economics terms can be applied to life.)

"ethics is not be mixed with ethnics."

"i'm morally sound but mentally unstable. can i hit you on the head then?"

"please press the bell properly."

"do not cross over the yellow line even after the mrt has gone away. this is for your own safety. just stay where you are until you have gone mentally insane. thanks for your cooperation."

it's 12 minutes to my sleeping time.

and it's 12 seconds away from slapping your face.

"tight slap doesn't exist. so can i give you a firm slap then?"

word of the day:
aegis - shield or protective armor
"i need aegis against your stupidity and idiocy."

alright.

bye.

2009-04-05T17:55:00.000+08:00

hi there.

start of another week soon.

hope i can pass my 2.4km.

hopefully good friday will be good.

anyway, anyone interested to go orchard?

haven been there since 1305970486028359720835602976028635 years ago.

alright.

bye.

2009-04-04T18:39:00.001+08:00

You Are Chamomile

You are a peaceful, relaxed person. Nothing really gets under your skin.

You appreciate coziness and comfort. There's nothing you like better than a good nap.

You don't let yourself stress or worry. You believe all things work out in the end.

You are able to remain serene in the middle of a storm. You believe it's important to be a gentle person.

What Herb Are You?

2009-04-04T18:36:00.002+08:00

Your Ego is Very Small

You don't have a high opinion of yourself. You're happy with who you are, but you don't feel special.

You believe you're just like everyone else. You aren't more unique or more deserving.

While it's good to be humble, make sure you don't sell yourself short.

You may not have a superiority complex, but there's nothing wrong with wanting to better yourself.

How Big Is Your Ego?